Her: So are you seeing anyone?
Me: Nope. I am getting those random text messages from guys I dated a few times ages ago who want to reconnect.
Her: It's just this time of year. I get those too.
Me: Why don't they ever delete our phone numbers? I don't even know who half of them are. Because I deleted their phone number.
Guys of the world - make a note. Unless we decide to have a lovely friendship with you, we've deleted your phone number. Please do us a favour and delete ours instead of texting us at Christmas time because you're lonely. :)
Since I'm off work, I've had a little bit of extra time and I finally checked out my sister's wedding website. She's posted a bunch of pictures on there and she looks like she's really happy. Which makes me extremely happy. There is absolutely nothing in the world I want more than my sister's happiness.
It made me think though. Maybe I should start trying again. Maybe I want to look that way in pictures too. Maybe, just maybe I want to look at someone with that same look in my eyes. I felt like maybe this is the reason I've been looking for - and you just need one reason - to open up, to try again.
But that's silly. I know some of y'all disagree with me, but I believe in The One. And there's only one "the one". And when we took pictures, we looked like this. And when he held my hand I was the happiest girl on the planet. And when he left me, I didn't believe life was worth living anymore.
So no, despite all the lovely, documented proof that love exist and flourishes, and as much as I will celebrate that for Erin, it's not for me. There are all sorts of "little loves" that I can enjoy. Without my soulmate. I apologize to all the guys I've dated in the past 5 years. You just didn't stand a chance against the ghost of Him. But...Game of Thrones is back this weekend! That's the current love of my life. :)
Marguax you'd be very silly to keep thinking that there is only one person in the world that can make you very happy. You'd have a tiny, tiny chance of actually meeting 'the one' if there was only one one. Get on with your life girl, go out and enjoy the cock before you go to seed and you'll meet another one, I'm sure. Have you considered a big black gentleman, like me? Sincerely, Benson Addis Kantanga.
ReplyDeleteI don't like to say it, but I agree with the above spear-throwing African booty scratching porch monkey Anon: Don't let Him be in your mind. Over 3.5 billion guys on this planet and you're hung up over one, as if there can be no other....
ReplyDeleteThe best way to get over someone is to get under someone.