Ready to Run

There is definitely something wrong with me. 

Give me some commitment-phobic, self-absorbed douchebag and I'll pine after him for ages. A nice guy though? Those are dangerous. My current "love interest" is lovely. So sweet. He's kind and affectionate, brings me flowers, goes to yoga, volunteers with kids. Owns a house and a nice car. Likes his job, he's a happy guy. Perfect right?

NO. All I can do is think of crazy ways to break up with him. My brain is twisted and really hard to turn off. But I'm trying not to be crazy Margaux these days and if self-control doesn't work, I can always just turn off my phone. It's broken anyways and deleted all my apps and contacts. So if you don't hear from me for awhile - or ever again...that's why. 

In the meantime...I'm still a bird. And I'm still looking for any excuse, any way to fly away.