21 more people. That's all I need to hit 30,000 reads on this blog. I'll be clear, I make no money off this. It's just a personal journey that I hoped would help some people along the way.
I used to write a diary, I did it since I was about 8 years old. You can come over and read what I wrote when my dad was getting re-married. I think I was pretty mature at 8 years old.
I said I hoped he would be happy. I think he is.
The only difference from then to now is that anyone I meet in this world can go Google me and find out all my secrets pretty easily. But that's ok, because my secrets don't hurt me anymore. I'm five years out of the JWs and keeping their secrets only hurts me.
Here and now. That's all that matters. The past is just memories. The future is always uncertain. The present, that's all we have control over.
I try to get up early every morning now so I have time to meditate, do yoga, read a little bit. Spend an hour preparing myself for the day ahead. It's helping.
If you've been through some hard times, it does take awhile to re-wire your brain to be positive, to learn to live with the anxiety, to embrace the uncertainty. But we can do it. :)
If I could meet a nice girl like you I'd be oh so happy. I'm quite handsome, apparently. Does this help? Maybe not so much as that foppy haired feminine sort who paired a tweed jacket with a green sweater, but manly enough and of a good size. Does this count? Could I possibly tempt you out to join me for a beer or small glass of pinot noir sometime?
ReplyDeleteI'm not really the small glass of wine type of girl. I always get the big glass. :)
ReplyDelete