Stay. You'll leave me in the morning anyway. When did the hopeless romantic turn into a cynic? I could blame my Buddhist tendencies. They teach detaching from life, and I'll admit, practicing that has been helping. Guess who hasn't had a panic attack in 11 straight work days? This girl.
I went on a lovely date last night. New guy is the whole package. Funny, smart, gorgeous. I think I've turned into a bachelor though. I like my own space. I love that you have to take all your shit home with you when you leave here because we both know you might not be back.
I don't trust you. I don't really need you. To be honest, I'm not even sure why we keep dating at this point in our lives. It's much easier, much less complicated, much safer, to just be alone.
Fred is laughing. Cat is gone. And I'm trying really hard to not be the crazy girl who pushes yet another unsuspecting guy out of the realm of possibility. We'll see how that goes...
Friends won't leave you
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